THINGS ARE CHANGING.

October 22nd, 2018

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I just posted this video on Youtube.
I’m not going to write about it as I think I’ve said what I needed to, so please do watch it if you can.

Since this blog is personally connected to my life, I had to come here and let you know I’ve decided to close Marzia’s Life as well.

I’ve wondered many times if I should keep posting or not, but I realised that I need to detach myself, my life in particular, from the internet, in order to properly give myself the chance to experience something different in my life.

I’m not disappearing from the internet, you will still find me on Instagram and Twitter, but I had this feeling of needing a change for a while now, so I had to end my journey on Youtube and take back some of my private space.

Thank you for reading my posts, watching my videos, and being so supportive even when I was doubting myself. Reading your lovely comments really motivated me, but I’m hoping you can respect my decision to stop sharing certain things about my life.

I’m sending you all a virtual hug!

Marzia

321 thoughts on “THINGS ARE CHANGING.

  1. oxria

    So sad to see you go, but as long as it’s what makes you happy, that’s all that matters!

    You’re one of the people who had (and still have) a huge impact on my life and the way I see things. Thank you for being such an inspiration, not only for me, but for thousands of people!
    I’ll miss your videos, but I’m excited to keep on following your journey on IG. Oh and of course, see the evolution of Mai and Tsuki in time!

    I’m sure this is a new beginning, a new chapter, so I’m excited and happy for you! 😀

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  2. Anna

    Thank you Marzia for everything. All the wise words. And now in your last video you mentioned u were isolating yourself from others a few years back, that’s kinda what I’m doing now. Just moved away from my family. So thank you for mentioning it, makes me feel less weird and odd ❤

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  3. mentalandblurred

    I’m sad to see you go, I’m binge-watching your youtube videos that are still up to savour some of the aesthetic put into each. I can’t wait for future projects you have with clothing if you continue that I hope you will!
    You are my favourite YouTuber, and I wish you and Felix the best of luck for the future!

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    1. Anastasia

      I agree it is sad seeing you go Marzia. But it is also pleasant seeing you make a decision to do something healthy for yourself.
      I also saw your reason for deciding to remove old videos. It is your right and you have a reason for it, and it is wonderful. Maybe you would see it in a different light if you imagine for a second a music artist you admire immensely, make a decision to take back all music they’ve ever created. Any artist is free to make the decision to cease activity, take a break, go in any new direction. But leaving behind a piece of your legacy can be a healthy thing too. And maybe if you leave just the few videos you still have remaining, or just any ‘one’ for that matter, it can be a way to celebrate everything you’ve accomplished in the past years, without needing to feel like it needs to be erased.
      Regardless what you decide, those who followed you for so long will support it.

      Whether you see it or not, your effort and creativity has had an impact just as large as films and music have on individuals.Your work inspired and evoked warmth and compassion in people.
      And I for one am glad that once upon a time a keen girl decided to try something against her way.
      And who knows, in time you may gain so much knowledge that you’ll suddenly have an irrepressible need to share it with people–coming back reinvented and ever so bold.
      I can confidently say everyone here would be thrilled to welcome you back.
      Until then, much joy and adventure on your new journey.
      And thank you for everything you’ve done.

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  4. jemcait

    I’ve never written a comment before this one, but I wanted to say goodbye. I loved ALL your videos,your creativity and what you realized on youtube and in your life.
    I discovered your channel thank to my boyfriend, some years ago, and I never stopped whatching you new videos and stuff. I loved the fact that you are so similar to me: I was really shy, I like anime, I have a boyfriend who loves videogames and play with me, I like fashion, I love to draw and I am vegetarian. I was younger and I didn’t know so many girls like me in my little town, so I know that it could appear stupid or superficial but,for me it was like to have a friend.
    It also helped me to be more confident about myself, discovering that there is the possibility to express our creativity and don’t stuck in a typical life because it is necessary.
    What I am trying to say is that, growing up you learned so much things about you, as well as I did. The most important of them is: Don’t ever think you are not enough. It is about our life and we are not robots. We have feelings, fears, and emotions and I like you channel because you express all of them without an hidden purpose.
    You are iconic for me.
    I hope you’ll find your path, I hope the same for me. Kisses from Italy.

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  5. meeschadare

    I waited a couple days to fully absorb this news. While many of us fully support whatever changes anyone wishes to use in their life, it’s still very sad to see less of someone that gives us so much inspiration. But giving inspiration all the time can be exhausting. I’m sad to see all of the Youtube videos gone, I loved seeing where you shopped and style preferences but life moves of and so does fashion!

    I hope that your journey is wholesome and full of adventure ❤

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  6. Marimar

    Cara Marzia,
    mi mancheranno tantissimo i tuoi video, ormai sono anni che ti seguo e ancora non riesco a crederci.
    Sono fiera di te, come tutti i tuoi fan, per tutti i video, il tuo libro, tutti i tuoi progetti, Maì.
    Quando ho cominciato a seguirti ero veramente piccola (credo di aver avuto quasi 14 anni, ora ne ho quasi 20) non sapevo nemmeno bene l’inglese, mi ricordo che guardavo i tuoi video cercando di tradurli quanto meglio potevo (pensa che ho scoperto prima il tuo canale rispetto a Felix ehehe)
    Negli anni sei cambiata tantissimo, diventando la mia youtuber preferita.
    Mi mancheranno tantissimo i tuoi video, rispetto altamente la tua decisione, anzi sono curiosa di vedere cosa farai in futuro!
    Continuerò a sostenerti per ogni tua scelta, ti ringrazio per tutti i bei momenti che ci hai fatto passare tramite i tuoi video su youtube, ora mi sta scendendo qualche lacrimuccia ma non di tristezza, diciamo di commozione.

    In bocca al lupo per tutto,
    te lo meriti.
    Un fortissimo abbraccio!
    🌸🌸🌸

    Mari

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  7. creativeafro

    You are the reason I decided to start posting some of my writing online, and for that I will be forever grateful. Although you will be missed I thank you deeply for everything. Best of luck in whatever new project you decide to embark now.

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  8. kamgabbyj

    Truly sad and depressed to see this, your videos inspired me everyday and it will be hard to continue in my life knowing I won’t have your videos to look at anymore. I wished sooo desperately to see the wedding and all future adventures you guys take on. I hope you can find yourself and happiness in this decision. I am really going to miss you. Thank you so much for everything you have done for me. ❤ Good luck, i'll be waiting for you to come back someday. Or to see you in another platform.

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  9. jira jee

    I ALWAYS CHECK YOUR BLOG EVERYDAY EVEN WHEN I’M AT WORK 😦
    I WORK FOR A BANK AND THE CUSTOMERS STRESS ME OUT, YOU’RE BLOG IS THE ONLY THING THAT GETS ME GOING. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, I HOPE YOU WILL FIND WHAT YOU’VE BEEN LOOKING FOR. ❤

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  10. tasha579

    I was hoping you’d keep the blog as my only hope I really am so sad that your leaving 😫

    But honestly, I just wish you all the happiness in the world and hope to see you in person to let you know how much you really have influenced my life.

    Thank you for the amazing years with us , love you always ❤️

    Good luck with your future projects ~

    💜💜💜

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  11. MyeexBB

    Maybe getting married really is one big step for you, you want to focus on your new life. from the moment you said “i do”, you are no longer living as only you, so does felix. The point is you can still blog and make videos. However, i know the feeling about you have to turn on your laptop everyday is frustrating. you just wanna go out there and just take nice picture and upload straight away. Time will come to your future mommy life, when you have time to share some mommy experience with us, i will wait for you. ( im 24 yo, had a one yo daughter 😉 ) I feel very sad tho, but i will wait.

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  12. littlechocosquid

    I’m so sad that this is going to be the last comment I leave on this website, but I still wanted to tell you how much you gave me, how inspirational and warm you’ve been in the bad days, and how you’ve gave me joy and pushed me to do things I wouldn’t have without you. I’m missing all your videos, and I’ll always miss them, I’ll also miss this website, and all your little stories and your monthly notes and your cooking videos and your goals, and the way you helped me.
    But I also know that as long as you will be on the internet, I will follow your work, for Mai, or for anything. I know that I will never regret watching by curiosity the videos of Felix’s girlfriend, because it ended up on me loving your videos even more than his haha
    So, I don’t want to be too long, and all I want to tell you is
    THANK YOU!! ❤ ❤ ❤
    (thanks for watching! <3)

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  13. gigi

    I wish you the best in all your future endeavors Marzia! I have watched you for so long and I am so happy that you are finding a new a calling for yourself. I am always rooting for you and many others as well. I love you so much! ¡Muchos abrazos y amor para ti y Felix!
    -Giselle 🙂

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  14. Daisy

    I do not speak English very well, so I hope you can understand it.
    Marzia, you really inspired me. You are a great being.
    I have always admired you, I will miss you. But I’m certainly happy that you trust your own intuition. My best wishes for you. c:

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  15. Sonia

    Hey Marzia! I’ve watched your video last week, and just as every marzipan, I was a bit shocked and sad. I’ve been watching your videos since 2014, and i’ve discovered you trough Pewdiepie (I watch him aswell)! Your videos had always a great aesthetic, you always knew how to choose the background music it was so calm and peaceful, it just made me really happy. You dont know, but your videos and posts helped me a lot during some hard times, a while ago. I was planning to watch all your oldest videos when i got the time, but unfortunately, i wont have that chance anymore :(. I just want you to to know I wish you the best of luck, and I imagine it was a though decision for you to make, but your fans will always be proud and always be there to support you.
    I’ve never commented in any of your videos or blog, so i thought now it was the chance to do it, hope you can read this in the future!

    Kisses and hugs from Portugal! (you and Felix should definetely come back here!) ❤

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  16. Anastasia

    I agree it is sad seeing you go Marzia. But it is also pleasant seeing you make a decision to do something healthy for yourself.
    I also saw your reason for deciding to remove old videos. It is your right and you have a reason for it, and it is wonderful. Maybe you would see it in a different light if you imagine for a second a music artist you admire immensely, make a decision to take back all music they’ve ever created. Any artist is free to make the decision to cease activity, take a break, go in any new direction. But leaving behind a piece of your legacy can be a healthy thing too. And maybe if you leave just the few videos you still have remaining, or just any ‘one’ for that matter, it can be a way to celebrate everything you’ve accomplished in the past years, without needing to feel like it needs to be erased.
    Regardless what you decide, those who followed you for so long will support it.

    Whether you see it or not, your effort and creativity has had an impact just as large as films and music have on individuals.Your work inspired and evoked warmth and compassion in people.
    And I for one am glad that once upon a time a keen girl decided to try something against her way.
    And who knows, in time you may gain so much knowledge that you’ll suddenly have an irrepressible need to share it with people–coming back reinvented and ever so bold.
    I can confidently say everyone here would be thrilled to welcome you back.
    Until then, much joy and adventure on your new journey.
    And thank you for everything you’ve done.

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  17. Yofija

    I thought maybe Marzia would post here from time to time. Just a little update of how her businesses were going or so forth. But… you gotta dr o what you gotta do.

    It didn’t help when thst creepy stalker person or troll whomever they were kept flooding her posts here. Felix always said Marzia perfers privacy and that strangers made her nervous. They internet is chalk full of millions and millions of strangers that just want a little bit of you. Takers.

    Still, a lot of people genuinely enjoyed Marzia’s style and unique outlook on life. They may not feel they knew her personally or even referred to themselves as a fan.

    But actually enjoy her products and ideas. Upbeat outlook.

    That said, they will move on… just as she moved on from the internet. It’s a tricky thing to have people who enjoy what you do but continue to want more, possibly more than you can or desire to give.

    I hope for as long as you can, Marzia… that you live a good and happy life, secure in your own skin and decisions. All is temporary. Nothing ever really stays the same but one thing.

    Only one thing Never Changes like the turning of a shadow does… only One.

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      1. Tom

        Takers? What like you had to mention me, like the whole world is full of people that want to make a quick one and make everyone’s life more difficult because of it.

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  19. Lily

    Goodbye Marzia, I’ll miss your videos and blogs, but I know it was the right thing for you to do, and I’m proud of you for having the strength to trust your instincts and try something new. I have been a big fan of yours long before I even knew about Pewdiepie (who I watch now too) and you have been a huge inspiration to me. Your style is so cute and helped me find my own style, and your overall personality helped me have a more positive outlook on life like you do,
    Your are amazing Marzia, all of your haters are just insecure people who instead of looking at how great you are and being inspired by it, were intimidated by it, and decided to try to bring you down to feel better about themselves. I find it disgusting that a troll would take to your blog simply to be rude instead of actually accepting that you have not only done nothing wrong, but everything right. You followed your dreams, followed your heart, showed the world your unique and beautiful style, showed them your personality in all its beauty, and just showed them you, helping others have the confidence to do so as well. Your a huge inspiration to so many people Marzia, more than people could ever imagine. You’ve changed lives, made people feel better in hard times, made people laugh, made people smile, made people be themselves. And now, when you’ve made this decision to take a break from YouTube and your blogs, you have given people the confidence to try new things, to not be afraid to make a change, to trust themselves n their journey through life, and to know what’s best for them and do it. While I will greatly miss you, I want you to know that me and all the Marzipans support your decision and are proud of you, happy for you, wish you the best and might even decide to take a leap of faith and finally make a change in their lives because of you. I cannot stress enough how much of an inspiration you are to people around the world. Keep on rocking Marzia! Lots of love from the U.S.!!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

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